butterflyy...

.:: butterfly ::.

Name: Elaine Chong
Age: 22
Birthday: 15 July 1985
Horoscope: Cancer
Zodiac: Cow
School: NUS FASS

.:: flutters ::.

MY LIKES:
sleeping, watching tv
eating, shopping
singing, reading magazines
and getting As for exams

.:: moth ::.

MY DISLIKES:
waking up early
exam stress
falling ill
being broke
and getting fat

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My exams are finally over.
What should i be feeling now?
Tell me i should be happy.

Why do people feel especially sad on the death anniversary of their loved ones?
In psychology its called context-dependent memory.
When you are in the same context again, you tend to remember more vividly.

I had my last paper today... one semester has passed... finally.
I am so relieved that i have survived another sem...
But why cant i feel happy that my exams are over?
From the moment i finished my exam till now... it felt like a walk down memory lane...
I felt like i was living the day exactly one semester ago...
Its the horrid feeling that is choking me again...

Its sem-iversary and context-dependent memory that has been torturing me this whole semester.. ive had enough.. get away from me...

感情线 – 183 Club (爱情魔发师)

…
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖地束手纠缠
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中
有舍不得

看着你要走
还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口
如何挽留
感情这条线
注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远
还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口
怎么挽留
感情这条线
注定无法延长一点

你已不在
而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
…

(4 May 2006)

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 10:50 PM

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