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Friday, December 29, 2006

Just finished watching a Taiwan drama - 微笑Pasta. Its a very funny and quite lame show... but i really enjoyed it... The girl in the show (乌龟妹) is such an optimistic and brave girl.. not afraid of any challenges or problems.. she faces everything with courage and hope...and never gives up till the very end... Her life is full of hope and joy.. she is surrounded by people who gives her support and encouragement... Despite the various obstacles she encountered in finding her true love.. she could overcome everything and succeeded in the end... I admire her spirit... Her 乌龟精神!!

Her 名言 is - "只要笑一笑, 没什么事情过不了." It has become my 座右铭. I think it really works... smile more and be happy!

王心凌 - 彩虹的微笑 (微笑Pasta)

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
深呼吸甩开悲伤
生气想爆炸就大声唱

* 爱很easy 很easy
yeh...
心情很easy 很easy
wo...
梦很easy 很easy
yeh...
笑一笑没什么大不了

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
雨下再大又怎样
干脆开心的淋一场

彩虹是微笑的脸
难过就抬起头大声唱

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 11:29 PM

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

乌龟妹: "只要笑一笑, 没什么事情过不了!" - 微笑Pasta (Taiwan drama)

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 12:45 PM

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Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!
May all your wishes come true my friends!
My christmas wish is happiness for everyone around me and happiness for myself too.
Whats more important than being happy neh? =)

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 11:48 AM

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Friday, December 22, 2006

To my good friend,

An analogy…

我象是在一个很深的山谷里
我的天空是灰暗的
我看不见灿烂的阳光
我看不见这辉煌的世界
然而我不放弃
我每天都在努力的往上爬
虽然很艰辛
虽然很坎坷
我一直很努力的往上爬
但往往
当我爬上到一半的时候
当我稍微看到些曙光的时候
我总是会一个不小心就跌了下去
让我又回到了谷底
回到了黑暗的世界
一次又一次
我努力的往上爬
然后又跌回去
我努力的往上爬
然后又跌回去
一次又一次
我看到了一线希望
然后又落空
我看到了一线希望
然后又落空
有几回
我甚至已经几乎爬上去了
但却在最后的关头
被强风一吹而跌了下去
每一次的失败
只会让我更疲惫
每一次的重复尝试
只会变得更艰难更有心无力
总有一天我会爬出这个山谷吗?
我必需要
我一定要
我不能永远留在谷底等死
所以我会一直继续努力

我的好朋友…

你也在一个山谷里吧
但你的山谷和我的不同
你的山谷有一个梯级
那个梯级就等着你去爬
虽然看起来好象很困难
但其实只要你勇敢的踏出第一步
然后再努力的往上爬
你会发现其实并不很困难
一会儿就会爬出去了
你不可以有放弃的念头
你不可以有想要永远留在谷底的念头
你不能逃避
你不能萎缩
只有勇往直前
才会有看到曙光的一天

朋友,
我还在等着你爬出来后
把那个梯级拿来救我呢
如果连你也放弃
那么我还有什么希望可言
请给自己希望吧
也给我一些希望吧

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 11:34 PM

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Its the winter season of the year!
In Singapore there is no snow... but there is lots and lots of rain!
Rain rain rain!!
Everyday rain. Whole day rain.
Absolutely irritating if im going out... and especially if i have driving lesson.
But absolutely wonderful if im sleeping in at home... in the comfort of my bed.
So it depends ya.... whether i like the rain or not.
Yesterday i didnt like the rain... it made me wet and made me sick.
Today i like the rain cos im lazing around at home... the rain brings cool weather.. saves me electricity by not switching on the air-con.
So for today, i love the rain.
Rain more bah!!
Haha.

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 11:55 AM

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

SO.... ive lost some of my wisdom... no i mean my wisdom tooth.. haha..
I removed 2 wisdom teeth on one side... left 2 on the other side next time bah...
Heng never take all 4.. or else now i cant even open my mouth at all...

It wasnt a bad experience actually... not much pain... more of inconvenience bah.
Cant eat hard foods.. can only eat/drink porridge.. making me so hungry...
Can only open mouth a bit... cant smile... cant laugh... cant sing...
And got a big swelling... i look like a balloon now loh...
My facial expression is so distorted now... so ugly.. Haha...

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 10:51 AM

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Its Christmas time again!
You would have noticed.. this year's Christmas decorations is much better than previous years, be it at Orchard or at other shopping malls in Singapore....
This shows that Singapore's economy must have been good...
When is there a pay rise for civil servants?

Time flies...
One week of my holidays is gone with the blink of the eye...
Next week im gonna be extracting my wisdom teeth.. i think 4 at one shot...
Eeekkss... the thought of it makes me faint...
Anyway there goes my week... cos most probably i will need a few days of recuperating.

One more week gone then thats the end of my hols...
WTH
I haven even done anything yet!

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 10:28 PM

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My exams are finally over.
What should i be feeling now?
Tell me i should be happy.

Why do people feel especially sad on the death anniversary of their loved ones?
In psychology its called context-dependent memory.
When you are in the same context again, you tend to remember more vividly.

I had my last paper today... one semester has passed... finally.
I am so relieved that i have survived another sem...
But why cant i feel happy that my exams are over?
From the moment i finished my exam till now... it felt like a walk down memory lane...
I felt like i was living the day exactly one semester ago...
Its the horrid feeling that is choking me again...

Its sem-iversary and context-dependent memory that has been torturing me this whole semester.. ive had enough.. get away from me...

感情线 – 183 Club (爱情魔发师)

…
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖地束手纠缠
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中
有舍不得

看着你要走
还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口
如何挽留
感情这条线
注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远
还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口
怎么挽留
感情这条线
注定无法延长一点

你已不在
而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
…

(4 May 2006)

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 10:50 PM

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Monday, December 04, 2006

忍

你知道为什么 "忍" 是一种非常痛苦的感觉吗?
"忍" 这个字, 下面是一个 "心", 上面是一个 "刀", 加上一点.
"忍" 的感觉就象是一个"刀" 刺进你的 "心", 让你的心痛苦的滴着血.

忘

要怎么样才能 “忘” 呢？
除非你的 “心” 彻底的死 “亡” 。

悔

“悔” 是一种，一旦有了，就会跟随你一辈子的感觉。
因为结果已成了定局，无论怎么后悔，也无法弥补。
所以那份“悔” 将会让你的 “心” “每” 一天都感觉痛苦。

所谓， “一失足成千古恨”。
一次的错失，就会酿成一辈子的悔恨。

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 12:45 PM

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

"Oppa... oppa.. mianhae, sarang hae yo..."

My Girl (Korean drama)

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 1:11 AM

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