butterflyy...

.:: butterfly ::.

Name: Elaine Chong
Age: 22
Birthday: 15 July 1985
Horoscope: Cancer
Zodiac: Cow
School: NUS FASS

.:: flutters ::.

MY LIKES:
sleeping, watching tv
eating, shopping
singing, reading magazines
and getting As for exams

.:: moth ::.

MY DISLIKES:
waking up early
exam stress
falling ill
being broke
and getting fat

Monday, January 08, 2007

Happy first day of school to NUS and NTU students!

Im in school now... in a cold and miserable computer lab.. alone and feeling extremely bored.
2 hours break before my next lecture... which i hardly wan to attend...
Feeling very down.. for no reason.... or for some reason which i do not understand...
Coming back to this school just makes me feel uneasy... im not depressed.. but i feel very uncomfortable... very out of place... feeling out of place in a place where ive spent almost 3 years... thats weird... Im not worried about the lessons, the work, the exams or wad... In fact this sem ive decided to totally heck care abt my results.. So what is it? What is it that i am dreading? Perhaps its the school life... the mundane routine i have to go through everyday... it sucks... Its yet ANOTHER sem.. another same boring sem that i have to go through... and after this sem i still have another 2 more to go... it seems never ending.. no matter how fast time seems to fly... IF ONLY i will be graduating after this sem... Well i can do that if i want.. but i cant...

Elaine!! Stop being so uptight! Stop being so irritable!
Its just school. Whats the big deal?
How many years of school have you gone through, yet now when you are already nearing the end of your entire schooling life, you are freaking over going to school?!
What rubbish Elaine, stop being silly.

Hmm.. i must be out of my mind.
Im talking to myself.

___* flyy aaaaaawayz *___ 3:00 PM

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